Rating: 18 (for “porn” as I call it.)

Band: Malice Mizer

Pairing: Gackt X Kami. (with a side helping of Kami X Gackt XD)

Plot: Mana upsets Kami and it’s up to Gackt to cheer him up.

Authors note: This is what happens when I don’t write any “Porn” for awhile. I put a lot off effort into this stories sex scene (scene? Try 3/4 of the fic!) and I hope it paid off. Yeah. I almost added MORE detail but I chickened out. However this story gets the honour of being the first time I actually NAME what they are touching. I’m quite proud. Really these things are mental blocks I need to overcome. Once written once it was easy to use again and again. Kind of like once I’d written one sex scene the others came easily to me. Just something to think about.

            “That’s no excuse!” Mana screamed. Normally Mana didn’t shout at Kami, he was scared of what Gackt would say to him, but today Gackt had gone with Yu~ki to make some arrangements for the up coming concert. Gackt’s absent always made Mana even more demanding as there was no one else who had the courage to stand up to him. “You should have learnt the chorography by now. The concerts only two weeks away.”

            “It was one step wrong.” Közi commented casually. “Don’t you think you’re being a little harsh on him?”

            “No I don’t.” Mana snapped. “That one step caused him to crash into me.”

            “I’m just so tired.” Kami explained. “You’ve been working us all so hard…”

            “Not hard enough obviously.” Mana announced annoyed. “You need to stop thinking about Gackt and focus on your work.”

            “I was focusing!” Kami complained. “You’re making us all work to death. Is it any wonder I’m tired?”

            “Oh is Kami tired?” Mana mocked. “Maybe you should go complain to your precious boyfriend. Because guess what. I don’t care.”

            “Mana.” Közi warned. He could see that Kami couldn’t take much more of this. Mana had been shouting at him for awhile now and Kami was never the best in confrontation. Kami couldn’t stand it when people were mad at him and Mana was practically harsh on him. Ever since Mana had found out about Gackt and Kami’s relationship he had been overcome with fierce jealousy which was all aimed at Kami. It was no secret that Mana liked Gackt. It was also no secret that Gackt had turned him down.

            “Don’t you start defending him!” Mana snapped.

            “Mana I said I was sorry.” Kami muttered. “Please just let it go.”

            “No. You need to learn you can’t just make mistakes and use your looks to get away with it.” Mana snapped. “You may have a cute face but it doesn’t fool me.”

            “Mana why are you being so harsh?” Kami demanded. “You’re never this bad to the others. You pick on me. You have ever since you learnt Gackt liked me.”

            “You can’t prove that.” Mana said with a smirk. “Who would believe you, other than Gackt? Everyone knows I’m the quiet feminine one. It isn’t in me to be mean. Right Közi?”

            “I’m staying out of this.” Közi announced. He wanted to stand up for Kami but he knew he’d end up regretting it if he did. If only Gackt would hurry up and get back. He’d stand up to Mana. He always did. Silently Közi sat and listened to Mana scream at Kami, harsh insults that had nothing to do with the concert at all. As Mana snapped a practically harsh insult Közi opened his mouth to interrupt but Kami got there first.

            “I can’t take anymore.” Kami whispered. “I just can’t. I’m sick of you bullying me, just because you didn’t get your own way. See ya Közi. I’m leaving.”

            “You can’t leave!” Mana screamed at Kami but it was too late. Kami had already walked out of the door. He didn’t even bother collect his things as he left, only pausing briefly to collect the keys for his car and home.

            “Where’s Kami?” Gackt asked as he and Yu~ki got back.

            “He had a temper tantrum and left.” Mana casually commented. “He’s such a baby.”

            “He had a temper tantrum?” Gackt asked. “Why? That doesn’t sound like something he’d do.”

            “Because he couldn’t handle been told he was wrong. He’s such a baby. You say one word of criticism and he burst into tears.” Mana responded.

            “You haven’t shouted at him again?” Gackt demanded.

            “No. I don’t do that.” Mana lied. Gackt knew Mana was lying even without Közi nodding yes behind him.

            “Why do you always pick on him?” Gackt demanded. “You’re such a control freak. You’re horrible to everyone, but you always treat Kami worst. It’s not fair. He’s so sweet and kind, he doesn’t deserve it.”

            “What did you say?” Mana demanded furious at Gackt’s words.

            “I don’t have time to repeat it. Gackt responded as he started to pick up his and Kami’s things. “I have to go find Kami now. Someone has to erase the damage you’ve done.”

            “You can’t leave. We’re practicing for the concert.” Mana complained. “We have to do our fan service…”

            “You think I want to do fan service with the man who just upset my boyfriend enough to make him leave?” Gackt demanded. “Forget it. Go perform fan service to yourself. With your personality you’re the only one who would ever want you.”

            “Kami? Are you here?” Gackt called as he let himself into Kami’s apartment. Kami’s car was in the drive but that didn’t mean he hadn’t left on a walk or something.

            “Gackt is that you?” Kami called from his bedroom.

            “Off course. I heard that Mana upset you.” Gackt called back as he headed towards Kami’s location.

            “I don’t think I can go back.” Kami whispered as Gackt entered the room. Kami was sat on the bed looking miserable. He had obviously been crying as his eyes were red from tears. “I can’t stand it. He’s so cruel too me when you’re gone.”

            “It’s alright. I’m here.” Gackt replied as he sat beside Kami on the bed and wrapped the other man in a hug.

            “He…” Kami began before starting to cry again.

            “It’s alright.” Gackt repeated. “I’ll make everything alright.”

            “I’m going to leave. I really will this time.” Kami announced.

            “You love drumming.” Gackt reminded him. “And you know you wouldn’t be able to perv on me if you joined another band.”

            “I don’t perv.” Kami denied.

            “You do. When I get changed you’re eyes never leave me.” Gackt replied.

            “That’s not perving. That’s admiring my boyfriends body.” Kami argued.

            “Fine. But what about the times I caught you sneaking a peek before we were together?” Gackt teased.

            “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Kami replied innocently, though they both knew it was true.

            “You’re not going to leave.” Gackt said confidently. “Because I more than make up for having to put up with Mana.”

            “Egotist.” Kami teased.

            “It’s called self confidence.” Gackt argued, relieved to see Kami looking a little happier.

            “Can I have some of yours?” Kami asked. “You have more than enough to spare.”

            “Sure.” Gackt agreed. “If I can find a way to give you some. But until then I’ll give you something else.”

            “And here comes another of your flaws.” Kami teased.

            “You love it too.” Gackt whispered as he moved on top of Kami. “You can’t get enough of my hot body. Now how bad was Mana today?”

            “Awful. It’s going to take a lot to erase the memory.” Kami warned.

            “I see.” Gackt said with a smile. “We may be here awhile then.”

            “We may.” Kami agreed. Gackt simply smiled and moved his lips onto Kami’s neck, gently kissing the other man. Mana often upset Kami but sex always cheered Kami up. Kami needed to feel loved and appreciated and this was the easiest way for Gackt to prove it to him. Ironically it was the sex that caused Mana’s cruelty in the first place.

            “Gaku.” Kami whispered. “Will you always be here to cheer me up?”

            “Off course.” Gackt promised before gently running his teeth across Kami’s neck.

            “You’re not a vampire.” Kami laughed. “Stop pretending.”

            “Why?” Gackt demanded. Making Kami sigh by gently nibbling at his ear.

            “Because….” Kami began but was unable to think of a good reason. Gackt’s attention returned to his neck as he began to lick his lover softly. His tongue feeling the soft smooth skin. Gackt wasn’t a vampire but none the less he loved Kami’s neck.

            “Don’t stop.” Kami sighed. “I want to be with you always.”

            “You will.” Gackt said pulling back to smile down at his lover. “You’re my precious butterfly, you’re so fragile but it’s alright I’ll protect you. My Kamifly. I won’t let Mana pull of your wings.”

            “I said don’t stop.” Kami complained.

            “I have to stop Kami, otherwise we’ll never move on to more exciting things.” Gackt explained.

            “That’s true.” Kami agreed as Gackt bent back down, placing his lips on Kami’s own. The kiss was gentle but spoke of a greater passion been hold back. Like a dam holding back a raging torrent, it was bound to break, the only question was when. Gackt’s anger was the same and Kami was glad that he had never had that directed at him. He had only ever seen it directed at Mana and even then he had been a little scared.

            As predicted Gackt’s kiss intensified as Gackt grew hungrier for his lover. Kami wrapped is arms around Gackt’s back pulling him down on top of him. Encouraged by Kami’s response Gackt pushed his tongue into Kami’s mouth exploring it as if for the first time. Gackt loved the sweet taste of Kami’s mouth and hungered for it whenever he was parted from his lover. Gackt didn’t usually like sweet things but Kami was an exception.

            Kami pulled up Gackt’s t shirt exposing his back, a brief break in the kiss and it was on the floor. It would soon be joined by the rest of there clothes but for now it lay alone. Gackt hated to rush these things which suited Kami fine. The longer this lasted the better.

            Gackt smiled at Kami and started the kiss again placing his right leg between Kami’s, deliberately pressing against Kami’s crotch. Just hard enough to be felt, he had no intention of hurting his lover. Neither he or Kami liked to cause the other more than slight pain, they loved and respected each other far too much for that.

            Kami gently stroked Gackt’s back enjoying the softness of Gackt’s skin. To be like this with Gackt was a dream come true. To be able to do this again and again was a miracle. One that Kami would never give up.

            Gackt began to rub his leg against Kami deliberately trying to arouse the other man. Kami already knew from experience that his body always responded to Gackt. No matter how depressed, tired or reluctant he was he couldn’t resist the other man. It was his main weakness and Gackt often played on it. Today however Kami needed no persuasion, he wanted this just as much as Gackt did.

            “Let me see your muscles.” Gackt whispered as he gave Kami some space to undress.

            “Now who’s been a perv?” Kami teased as he sat up to remove his own top.

            “I’m not being a perv. I’m admiring my boyfriends body.” Gackt responded mimicking Kami’s earlier words. “And what a beautiful body it is.” He added with a grin. “I’m really look forward to having you beneath me, sweaty and crying out for more.”

            “Gackt.” Kami laughed as he started to blush.

            “Moaning and gasping for breath.” Gackt continued. “Your body covering us both in…”

            “Gackt!” Kami complained laughing. “You’re so dirty!”

            “You love it.” Gackt casually remarked as he rubbed his hand across Kami’s crotch. See this bulge proves it.

            “No I don’t. It’s embarrassing.” Kami denied. They both knew he was lying.

            “Nothing embarrassing about your body responding to my touch. It’s perfectly natural.” Gackt remarked as he undid the button on Kami’s trousers. “It’s also incredibly sexy.”

            “You are the perv.” Kami announced. He was red with embarrassment but there was laughter in his voice.

            “Right I’m a perv.” Gackt agreed grinning at Kami before undoing the zip of Kami’s trousers with his teeth.

            “Glad we agree.” Kami laughed allowing Gackt to pull his trousers and underwear off revealing his erect penis.

            “But what does that make you?” Gackt teased.

            “I’m…. a victim of your sexual assault.” Kami decided.

            “Fair enough.” Gackt laughed. “Want me to go get the handcuffs?”

            “Aren’t they at your house?” Kami asked.

            “Oh yeah. We need another set.” Gackt announced.

            “Fine. But you can buy them without me.” Kami agreed.

            “Too embarrassed to be seen buying sex toys?” Gackt teased as he started to gently stroke Kami’s erection.

            “Yes.” Kami responded.

            “But not too embarrassed to use them.” Gackt laughed as he knelt between Kami’s legs.

            “Only if my partner is you.” Kami replied.

            “You have others?” Gackt questioned as he ran his tongue across Kami’s penis.

            “You know I don’t.” Kami replied as his body shivered slightly at Gackt’s touch.

            “Good. Because I wouldn’t do this to you if you did.” Gackt replied as he started to suck the tip of Kami’s erection whilst using his hand to gently squeeze the base.

            “I know how you feel about cheating.” Kami replied as he played with Gackt’s hair.

            Kami let out another moan as Gackt sucked. He was so close yet he held back. Why rush such an amazing experience? There was no hurry. Still his body ached for release. His physical needs over came his emotional ones and he came with a cry.

            Gackt didn’t pull back but remained gently sucking letting all the liquid enter his mouth. Sex was cleaner this way and he didn’t mind the taste, it reminded him of Kami.

            As Kami lay panting Gackt swallowed the liquid, his mouth still covering Kami’s penis. Gently he licked every last trace of liquid from Kami. Satisfied that his lover was now clean he pulled back and admired Kami’s beauty for a moment. Kami seemed to glow with happiness, he always did after sexual satisfaction.

            “Thank you.” Kami sighed happily. Gackt needed no words of gratitude, Kami’s happiness was enough. Still the words were welcomed none the less.

            “It’s not over yet.” Gackt reminded Kami as he placed Kami’s hand on his own crotch. A gentle reminded that he too wanted sexual satisfaction.

            “Off course not.” Kami agreed gently squeezing.

            “Use your teeth.” Gackt encouraged.

            “Sure.” Kami agreed as he repositioned himself. As requested he undid the fastenings of Gackt’s leather trouser with his mouth. Noticing Gackt’s lack of underwear he slipped his tongue between the two parts of the zip. His tongue teasing whatever skin was closest before pulling back laughing at Gackt’s surprised look. He had never been so daring before. Kami was glad he had built up the courage as Gackt looked pleased at his actions.

            “Don’t stop.” Gackt complained.

            “Already have.” Kami laughed. “If you want more you know you have to take it.”

            “Now you’re asking for it.” Gackt laughed quickly removing his remaining clothing. Trying to place his body between Kami’s leg he released his lover was playing with him. Been deliberately difficult Kami was keeping his legs firmly together.

            “I’m going to be so rough now.” Gackt threatened as he pulled Kami’s legs apart.

            “Please Gackt, don’t hurt me.” Kami said over dramatically. “This is my first time and I’m scared.”

            “No it’s not.” Gackt laughed as he positioned himself more confidently.

            “Somebody help me! This cruel man is about to rape me and take my virginity!” Kami cried out trying to keep the laughter from his voice.

            “When I go to buy handcuffs remind me to get a gag to.” Gackt laughed as he rubbed himself against Kami. He needed just a little more stimulation before he would be hard enough to enter his lover. Or victim if he was going to play along with Kami’s game.

            “Where is my prince!” Kami cried out as he felt Gackt pushing against him. “The prince always turns up at the last second to save the hero.”

            “Your prince isn’t coming.” Gackt said with an evil laugh. Once in the mood to play along Gackt could get pretty convincing.

            “No!” Kami cried. “He has to come!”

            “You’re prince isn’t coming because I raped him and left him for dead.” Gackt announced. “And you will be next.”

            “No!” Kami cried out gasping slightly as Gackt finally entered him. In his role as a villain Gackt hadn’t bothered to warn him or go slow. He had suddenly pushed himself into Kami, already deep inside the other man. Having done this so many times before Kami’s body was used to the intrusion and so he felt no pain, only surprise.

            “What have I done to deserve this?” Kami cried out as Gackt moved roughly inside him. Just like he had promised earlier.

            “Nothing. I’m just a horrible villain who is doing this for no reason than my own pleasure.” Gackt replied moaning slightly in pleasure.

            “But why me?” Kami asked letting out a moan of his own.

            “Because you’re so beautiful. Just looking at you makes my body ache for sex.” Gackt replied.

            “You’ll never get away with this!” Kami cried out.

            “I don’t care.” Gackt replied. “This is what I have wanted all along.”

            “Please stop. I don’t want this!” Kami cried out, causing Gackt to pause slightly trying to figure out if Kami was serious. Kami pushed upwards and winked at Gackt to let him know he was only playing about.

            “But I’m the evil villain!” Gackt responded pushing deeper into Kami’s body.

            “No! Stop. Stop please!” Kami cried. This time Gackt wasn’t fooled. The laughter in Kami’s voice was obvious.

            “Cry all you want. It won’t change a thing.” Gackt responded.

            “Get off me.” Kami gasped out between moans of pleasure.

            “Only when I’ve finished.” Gackt got out. He was panting now as his exertion started to catch up with him.

            “I…” Kami began but was unable to continue as a wave of pleasure swept across his body. Abandoning the game Kami lay and enjoyed Gackt’s attention. Games were fun but sometimes sex on it’s own was best.

            “Kami!” Gackt cried out as he came. Remaining inside Kami he lay on top of his lover catching his breath. Recovering slightly he rolled off Kami’s body and lay beside him breathing heavily. Moments later Kami was lying beside him, his head resting on Gackt’s shoulder as Gackt’s arm held him close. There was no need for words as the two men recovered. Neither was in any doubt that the other one hadn’t enjoyed themselves. They knew each other too well for that. Silently they lay beside each other enjoying each others company. Sex was amazing but the closeness after it was the best of all.

            “Maybe I should thank Mana.” Gackt commented breaking the silence.

            “Why?” Kami asked curious.

            “Because if it weren’t for him we’d both be at work right now.” Gackt pointed out.

            “That’s true.” Kami agreed sleepily.

 

I like to write Gackt X Kami sex scenes where there playing about. It's fun but also i think it's symbolic of there entire relationship. There emotions are extreme and when it comes to there relationship it's completly serious. Yet at the same time they just want to have fun. It's the balance between the serious and playful side of there relationship that attracts me most. Though fundementaly that's a lot how I see Gackt too. Only Kami brings out the best in him XD. Well that's just how I feel anyway. 

And yes, the only reason why I wrote this is due to the lack of sex scenes in my other fics. :) Probarly why i put so much effort into this.