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Chapter 14.

Cahpter 14. Posted about 60 seconds after Chapter 13! XD.  Yeah Crimson my only reader! Go read chapter 13 first! God i've been cruel but it's to move the story towards it's conclusion. PLEASE DO NOT HATE ME!!! Somethings "had" to be done.

When The Sun Sets...
        ...A Story of Love, Lust and... Vampires?!

Chapter 14

            “Aren’t you going to help Kami?” Mana asked Gackt with a smirk. “Don’t worry you have permission. It would be a shame for him to bleed to death. I like Kami but hurting him was necessary for you to understand.” Gackt glared at Mana, a look of helpless anger. He had lost. He had lost in the worst possible way. There was nothing he hated more than losing and this was the worse way to lose, ever. He jumped from the balcony to help his lover who was collapsed on the floor, in a pool of his own blood. Landing on his feet, unhurt from the four story drop he ran to Kami’s side.

            “Gackt...” Kami whispered in a small voice.

            “It’s ok I’m here.” Gackt reassured Kami picking him up in his arms and carrying him to a dark corner out of sight. “I can help you.” He lay Kami down and started to lick the cut on Kami’s arm. Kami’s blood filled his mouth warm and sweet causing his fangs to grow. His saliva was starting to take effect as the cut started to close up.

            “Gackt...” Kami whispered again. Not really sure what was going on.

            “Don’t talk.” Gackt said finishing closing the cut on Kami’s arm. “Just trust me.” He started licking the blood from the cut on Kami’s chest. It was deep and bleeding deeply. Gackt kept licking up the new blood which was coming slower now. The blood lust was strong and part of him wanted to dig his fangs into Kami’s chest. Gackt ignored the blood lust. He loved Kami. He had never once fed on Kami. He had been tempted but had always ignored it. Kami was his lover he would not treat him like food. Besides Közi had banned it. No one was to touch Kami in case they accidentally took too much. It had started out as a practical thing. Kami was an irreplaceable drummer, but they had all grown to love Kami and thought of him as a friend. No one would hurt Kami. He was just the type of person you couldn’t help but want to protect. Even Mana loved Kami, he just wanted Gackt more. The blood had stopped flowing from Kami’s chest and Gackt moved on to the last cut on Kami’s arm. Kami was still faint and unaware of what was going on. He had lost a lot of blood. Gackt sighed in relief as the last cut healed up. Kami was still alive. He didn’t know what he would have done if Kami had died.

            “Gackt, what happened?” Kami whispered.

            “It’s ok, I’m here.” Gackt replied. “You just feel a little faint don’t you?” he added hypnotically. “You don’t remember anything weird.”

            “Nothing weird here” Kami agreed more acceptable to hypnotise in his weakened state.

            “I’m going to help you to your bed.” Gackt said helping Kami stand up. Kami leant heavily against Gackt as they headed towards the lift. Kami was still in his bathing trunks, his towel had fallen off and he was damp from the swimming pool. The cleaners would get a shock in the morning when they saw all the blood. Reaching the bedroom Gackt helped Kami into bed.

            “You’ll feel better in the morning.” Gackt said kissing Kami gently on the forehead. Kami was already asleep. He turned around and noticed for the first time that Mana was standing in the room.

            “Follow me.” Mana said heading out of the room. Gackt considered disobeying but feared for Kami’s live. He sighed and followed Mana into his bedroom. Mana had managed to get a single room alone.

            “Here are my terms.” Mana said not messing about. “You are allowed to see Kami. I’m not entirely cruel. However you are to do what I say. You are not allowed to tell anyone of this either. You see as I said before, I may just decided to cut myself.” Gackt scowled, helpless. He knew he had lost.

            “I hate you” Gackt whispered. He had never hated anyone so much.

            “No you love me!” laughed Mana. “Tell me you love me!”

            “No” Gackt replied.

            “Ok.” Mana said picking up his knife again. He placed it against his throat. “Are you sure?”

            “I love you.” Gackt spitted out not meaning a single word.

            “Now say it as if you mean it.” Mana laughed enjoying the power he had over Gackt.

            “I love you.” Gackt said trying to remove the hate from his voice.

            “Better… it will do for now.” Mana decided. “Now kiss me.” Gackt glared but knowing rebellion would not help went and kissed Mana. Mana had removed the knife from his throat and placed it on the table. Gackt wanted nothing more than to use it to behead Mana but that would kill Kami too. Poor, sweet Kami. He shut his eyes and imagined it was Kami he was kissing. Gackt felt Mana undress him. He wanted to put up a resistance but his thoughts kept returning to what Mana would do to Kami. He loved Kami so much. As much as he hated Mana. No more. He loved Kami more than he could ever possibly hate.

            They were both standing naked in the room. Mana’s arms wrapping Gackt in an embrace he had been forced to return. “Go lie face down on the bed.” Mana ordered and Gackt did what he was told hating himself but knowing it was his only option. He shut his eyes and imagined it was Kami’s hand running across his back, Kami’s mouth kissing him. It was Kami’s hands. Kami’s mouth. Kami’s tongue. Kami’s hair brushing against his thighs. He gasped in pain as Mana entered him. He couldn’t imagine it was Kami anymore. Kami was soft gentle and loving. Mana was being deliberately cruel and rough. Every movement causing Gackt more and more pain. He bit into the pillow determined not to make a sound. ‘I will not cry.’ Gackt thought as Mana moved inside him. ‘I will not scream.’ He added as the pain came even more intense. Mana was moaning in delight on top off him. ‘I will not cry.’ Gackt thought over and over again as he allowed Mana to rape him. ‘I will not cry. I will not cry. I won’t….”

            Mana had eventually tired of Gackt and allowed him to return to his room. The pain had gone as his vampire powers had already healed the wounds inside him caused by Mana’s cruelness. He hadn’t bothered to get dressed just picked up his clothes and walked miserably to his room. This caused a poor thirteen year old girl some shock at the naked man walking down the hall. Gackt didn’t care he was too depressed. He hadn’t made a noise while he had been raped. He hadn’t cried either. He was proud about that but that was the only thing he was proud of. He felt violated dirty and ashamed. He hated himself right now. There was nothing he could do to stop it, that was the worst part. He knew this was going to become a regular occurrence. The thought filled him with dread.

Kami was still asleep when he entered the room. Sleeping as his body replaced the lost blood. Gackt was relieved about this. He didn’t want anyone to know the shame he had been through. He locked himself into the bathroom and sat down in a corner head in hands. He cried now. Tears of shame. He cried quietly so not to wake Kami. His tears came fast and ran down his face. Eventually he couldn’t cry anymore. He got up and stepped into the shower. Turning on the water he stood there and tried to wash away the shame. It didn’t work off course. He climbed naked and wet into his bed and started to cry all over again. He fell asleep crying silently. Kami slept on unaware.

Kami awoke feeling a little faint. He remembered going for a swim the night before, then he had felt faint and Gackt had helped him into bed. He looked at Gackt his lover sleeping fitfully in the bed. ‘Poor Gackt’ Kami thought ‘he must be having a bad dream.’ Kami still felt a little tired but that could just be because he wasn’t a morning person. For some reason he had dreamt of vampires the night before.

He gently kissed Gackt on the forehead and went to take a shower. He was surprised to see Gackt’s clothes lying on the floor in a heap. Gackt was normally a very tidy person who took good care of his belongings. Kami picked up Gackt’s clothes and folded them neatly placing them on a chair back in the other room. He returned to the bathroom and had a quick shower. He had discovered Gackt had used an awful lot of shampoo the night before. The shower gel had been greatly depleted too. Kami thought it was weird but decided nothing of it.

After getting dressed he glanced over at Gackt. Gackt was awake and lying in bed. Kami was worried. Gackt was staring at the wall with unseeing eyes.

“Gackt are you Ok?” Kami asked walking over to Gackt who had sat up now.

“Yeah, I’m just not feeling very well.” Gackt lied. He was still depressed.

“Let me make you feel better.” Kami said kissing Gackt gently. Gackt wrapped his arms around Kami. He needed every bit of comfort that Kami was offering. Kami sat on the bed beside him and started to kiss Gackt’s neck. Gackt hadn’t let Kami do this before. Vampire’s didn’t let anyone near there necks. It was a sign of weakness. Gackt was feeling weak though. He was surprised to find he liked Kami’s kisses on his neck. Kami’s kisses returned to Gackt’s mouth. Gackt pulled away and wrapped his arms around Kami. His head buried against Kami’s chest.

“Are you sure you’re Ok?” Kami asked.

“Just hold me.” Gackt replied and Kami obeyed. He had no idea what was up with Gackt. Gackt obviously wasn’t going to tell him. He ran his hands along Gackt’s back concern across his face. Holding each other for a long time the two sat there in silence.

“I’m feeling a little better now.” Gackt eventually said pulling away. “Thank you.”

“That’s ok.” Kami said relieved to see Gackt looked a little better now. “Are you going to tell me what’s wrong?”

“I can’t” Gackt replied. Kami looked at Gackt. Gackt’s face said ‘please don’t pressurise me’.

“It’s ok you don’t have to tell me.” Kami said. “But I’m here if you ever do need to tell someone.”

“Thank you.” Gackt relied. Grateful to Kami for being so understanding. “I love you so much.” He added. “You know that right.”

“Yes I do.” Kami replied. Gackt gently kissed his lover over and over. He didn’t want this moment to end.

That Kami X Gackt scene was unplanned but i think it was proberly necessary to lighten the mood of the fic. This isn't supposed to be an emo story! Also as you can see in chapter 13 Yu~ki is coming more and more the comic relief. I wonder if he really acts like this? proberly not he's boring!