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Chapter 11
When The Sun Sets...
        ...A Story of Love, Lust and... Vampires?!

Chapter 11

            Once again Kami was first to awake. He stayed where he was for awhile. He felt safe in Gackt’s arms. He remembered his dream.

“Nothing bad will happen to you while I’m here.” Said Gackt who was on a horse. He was wearing tight black trousers and long black riding boots. The leather boots shined in the sun. He was topless. The horse too was black. The saddle was as black as the horse. The bridal however was a deep red with silver decoration on the reins. Gackt’s hair was loose and blowing slightly in the wind. Kami looked down to see his own horse. White as snow. ‘White horses don’t exist there called grey.’ Said the logical part of his brain remembering something Gackt had told him. His horse too had a black saddle. His reins were violet and silver. Kami was wearing trousers that looked black but were actually dark purple. He wore long riding boots too. Black like Gackt’s. His shirt was cream with the top few buttons undone. Kami’s hair was tied back out of the way.  Looking up Gackt was gone. The beautiful scenery they had been standing in vanished before Kami’s eyes. There was only black. Kami turned around to see Gackt smiling at him. Gackt was now dressed all in white.

“See I’m here too protecting you.” Said Gackt taking Kami in his arms. The darkness vanished and was replaced by a field filled with purple heather. Gackt stepped away. He was now dressed like a prince, sword in hand. Kami glanced down to see his own outfit hadn’t changed. “I’m your loyal prince, your handsome knight, your protector.”

Kami smiled, it had been a nice dream. He got up and showered. This time he managed to be up and dressed before Gackt awoke. He was just considering getting back into bed when he heard a key turn in the door. He didn’t want to wake Gackt up so instead of shouting he went to see who was there.

“It’s me!” shouted Bob.

“Shhhh my friends still asleep” Kami scolded his roommate.

“What friend?” asked Bob noticing the empty sofa. “He isn’t in my room is he? Or is it a woman.” The word woman was dragged out mockingly.

“He’s in my room. I let him share my bed.” Kami explained. “It’s comfier than the sofa.” Bob accepted this. There wasn’t anything too suspicious about two men sharing a bed. Especially as he knew that Kami was straight.

Gackt awoke to the sound of two people talking. One was Kami. He didn’t recognise the second one. ‘Must be Bob’. Gackt figured. Not sure if Kami was ready to reveal there relationship Gackt got up and pulled on a pair of trousers.

“Hi.” Gackt said as he entered the living room where Bob and Kami were talking.

“This is Bob.” Announced Kami. “Bob this is Gackt.” Bob looked up.

“Hey me man!” announced Bob happily. “If you are friends with me not brother then me you’re friend too.”

“Kami and I are close.” Admitted Gackt. They made small talk for awhile mainly about what Malice Mizer were up to. Until the alarm clock went off in Kami’s bedroom.

“We have to get up for work now.” Gackt said to Kami. Kami and Bob laughed. Gackt left to go turn off the alarm clock. It was 10AM. He and Kami had a late start that day. Mainly because of Mana sciving the first day of recording they had got more of there share of the work done.

“Anyway me man.” Announced Bob to Kami. “Me women wants me to go live with her. I say to her. ‘I have to ask me man Kami. He can’t afford tee rent on his onesome.’ She say ‘go ask him them’ so here I am.”

“I have a spare room.” Gackt announced walking back into the room. “If Kami wants it.” Kami had to stop and think. What was Gackt suggesting? That he moved in with him obviously. But as what? Roommates or lovers?

“Yeah I could move in.” Kami agreed. He knew he was rushing into things but he and Gackt had been close friends for a long time. He’d decide later if he was going to sleep in Gackt’s bed or the spare room. Gackt smiled at Kami pleased.

“Great I’ll go pack me stuff. I’m moving in today.” Announced Bob happy that he got to live with his “women”. As Bob left the room Gackt turned to Kami.

“You sure?” he asked.

“Yeah.” Said Kami. “But I haven’t decided where I’m going to sleep yet.” He added before Gackt got ideas.

“Ok.” Agreed Gackt knowing that this was a big step. “I just want you close.” He added quietly so Bob didn’t here.

“This month’s rent isn’t finished yet. I’ll move in when it’s run out.” Kami said thinking practically. “How much is your rent?”

“For you? Free.” Gackt said laughing. He looked at Kami’s face, Kami was about to argue. “You can pay me in other ways.” The last part was whispered so that Bob didn’t here.

“You sure?” Kami asked.

“Yes off course.” Gackt said smiling. “I have to pay rent anyway. You living there won’t change it.” Kami kissed Gackt his thank you but broke away knowing Bob could come in at any minute.

“I still need a shower.” Gackt announced suggestively.

“I’ve already had mine.” Kami said. “We need to get to work on time today.” Gackt looked disappointed. “Go get ready for work.” Kami ordered Gackt. Gackt obeyed looking disappointed.

When the rent had run out Kami had moved in with Gackt. Gackt’s apartment was bigger than his old one. Kami originally moved into the spare room but that didn’t last long. The first night Gackt had decided to join Kami. The second Kami had ended up in Gackt’s room. The third night again was spent in Kami’s room. The fourth night Kami and Gackt had managed to sleep in there own rooms but the fifth found them waking up on the sofa.

“Maybe you should share my room.” Gackt suggested.

“Yeah” agreed Kami. “I think it might just be easier.”

            Since then Gackt and Kami had shared a room. The rest of Malice didn’t know about there relationship. They just assumed Kami was sleeping in the spare room. Kami and Gackt’s relationship grew stronger and stronger. Kami grew more confident around Gackt especially in the bedroom. They had tried many positions over the last few months always with Gackt in charge. Gackt had offered time after time to let Kami lead but Kami refused every time. He was scared his inexperience would end up hurting Gackt.

            Kami was excited. Malice Mizer were performing live! He was also nervous.

            “What if I mess up?” he told Gackt, sharing his fears. They were alone in the dressing room. The others already waiting to go on stage.

            “You won’t” Gackt reassured his lover. “You’re an amazing drummer. No one would notice anyway.” Gackt gave Kami a reassuring kiss. “Come on, can’t keep our fans waiting.” The two men quickly ran towards the stage. They got there just on time.

            “What kept you?” asked Yu~ki quietly.

            “Stage fright.” Admitted Kami. “I’m ok now.”

            “Yeah it is pretty scary.” Admitted Yu~ki. There was no time to talk anymore the live had begun.

            Gackt froze as Mana hand rubbed along his chest. They were performing fan service. He placed a fake smile on his face, pretending he enjoyed it. The fans cheered and the smile became a little more genuine. He hadn’t wanted to perform fanservice with Mana but Közi had insisted that it was necessary. Gackt didn’t know that Mana had begged Közi to say this. Mana had deliberately influence the live to fit in as many chances to touch Gackt as possible. Gackt reached the end of the chorus and as the instrumental part began Mana kissed him. Gackt pulled away with another fake smile on his face. He hated every moment Mana touched him. There relationship hadn’t improved at all. In fact it had properly gotten worse.

            Kami watched from his drums as Mana felt up his boyfriend. He’d kept quiet about it during rehearsals. It was a mutual understanding that for different reasons there relationship should be kept quiet. Kami just wasn’t ready to come out. Scared his friends would treat him differently. Gackt just didn’t want Mana to find out. Something told him that Mana finding out would lead to disaster. Kami felt a stab off jealousy as Mana’s mouth moved towards Gackt. He knew Gackt loved him and would never look at another person while in a relationship, still it didn’t mean he had to like it. As the concert went on Kami got lost in his drumming, but every time the fanservice parts came his jealousy grew. He longed to be the one standing there in Gackt’s arms…

            The concert had finished and Gackt and Kami were on the way back home. Gackt was driving and Kami was sitting staring out of the window. Gackt deciding Kami was just quiet because he was tired and didn’t try to start a conversation. Turning on the radio the two went home in silence. Kami was still jealous and was brooding. He glanced at Gackt who hadn’t noticed anything was wrong. Kami was actually glad. He knew he was being silly, he didn’t want to have to admit why he was so depressed.

            They reached there home and Gackt unlocked the front door. Dumping there stuff in the hall they headed into the kitchen. Gackt glanced at Kami.

            “Something wrong?” he asked finally noticing that something was up with Kami. Kami didn’t answer instead he walked over and started passionately kissing Gackt. Gackt was pushed back against the counter by the force of Kami’s passion.

            “Kami?” he managed to get out between Kami’s passionate kisses. Kami didn’t answer. Eventually Kami pulled back panting.

“I need you so much.” Kami tried to explain. Gackt was trapped between the counter and Kami both pushing hard against him.

“What’s brought this on?” Gackt asked. Ignoring the pain of the counter in his back and focusing on the pleasurable feeling of Kami pressed against him.

“Jealousy” admitted Kami looking guilty. “I know I shouldn’t be jealous but I am.”

“You’re jealous?” Gackt asked.

“Yeah.” Admitted Kami backing up a little. Gackt moved towards him. His arms holding Kami tight against him.

“Well that’s silly,” Gackt replied. “Lucky for you I also find it really cute.” Kami smiled happily. He kissed Gackt again his tongue in Gackt mouth. Gackt felt the counter digging into his back again but it was a distant pain and easy to ignore. Kami pulled away and started to remove Gackt’s clothing, by the time he had finished his clothing too was on the floor. Gackt had been busy. Kami returned to kissing Gackt passionately. Gackt enjoyed the way Kami was taking control. It was nice not being in charge for once.

“Not here.” Gackt managed to get out as the counter dug into his back.

“Why not?” Kami asked. He needed Gackt. Now. He couldn’t wait any longer.

“Because this counter hurts my back.” Gackt admitted. The two managed to stumble into the bedroom and collapsed on the bed in a passionate embrace. Gackt tried to push Kami onto his back but was surprised to find Kami was putting up a resistance.

“I’m in charge tonight.” Kami seductively announced pushing Gackt over onto his back. Gackt smiled as Kami kissed his back. Kami’s hair brushing against him.

“I don’t know what I’m doing.” Kami suddenly admitted unsure.

“Just go with it.” Gackt encouraged. “Your body knows what to do.” Kami lied on top of Gackt and let himself enter Gackt’s body. Gackt let out a moan of pain.

“I’m sorry.” Kami cried upset.

“It’s ok. Keep going.” Gackt encouraged. Gackt moved his body slightly beneath Kami and the pain changed to pleasure. “See, you can do it right.” Kami smiled in relief as Gackt’s moans of pleasure encouraged him.

“I love you” whispered Kami into Gackt’s ear.

“I know.” Gackt managed to reply.

Kami collapsed besides Gackt worn out.

“I should make you jealous more often.” Gackt joked turning to look at his beautiful lovers face. “You were amazing.”

“Really?” asked Kami nervous because it had been his first time on top.

“Yes. You are amazing Kami. Don’t ever let anyone tell you otherwise.” Gackt smiled at his lover.

“Only your opinion matters to me.” Kami announced. He really meant it. He didn’t care if the world hated him just as long as he had Gackt’s love.

“Then you will always feel loved and wanted.” Gackt said gently kissing Kami.

“Yeah” Kami agreed kissing Gackt back. There kisses slow and loving.

Mwhahahahaha Notice in Kami’s dream how I managed to slip my own name there! Heather XD Actually it was the first purple flower I could think of that would be in a field. Also Bob gets to live! Sorry I thought it was more realistic and I might need Bob again! “Onesome” got stolen from Pirates of the Caribbean if you didn’t notice. See told you I admitted where my ideas came from! Another nice chapter. XD I have to be horrible to Gackt soon. : ( not looking forward to it. XD I hate myself for it already and I haven’t even wrote it yet! But the story must move towards it’s end so I have no choice.