Shut Up Already!

Slumming it in Mexico.

There was a hurricane so we were all evicted from our nice 4 star hotel and taken to this hovel in the towns centre where they put 14 people in each room designed for 4/5 people. We were lucky because 2 guys slept in the hall so there was only 11 of us.

Actually a lot of people slept in the hall.

Anyway it was great at first. We watched nightmare on elms street on TV (most mexican TV is actually american) and had a laugh.

then the power went out. they'd turned it off for safety i guess.

this is the point we all went to "bed" (i slept on the floor) because what else is there to do when it's dark?

unfortunatly i slept through the hurricane :(

when i woke up there was no water either!!!!!!!!

also mexico was stupidly hot in july. imagine the hottest day ever and double it. that was mexico.

so we were all stupidly hot and sweaty.

also there they only fed us things like spaghetti with no sauce and a bit of bread.

eventually we got back to our own hotel and i got to have a nice shower. the water was cold and you didn't even care because your skin had trapped so much heat anyway.

best shower ever!

oh and there was also "suicide man" who came into our room in the morning going on in spanish at us and then used a chair to jump out of the window. we were on the 2nd floor up. turns out there was a roof on the other side but we didn't know that. we thought he'd just jumped out of the window for no reason.

I am not ammused. Apples have like 50 calories in them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They wern't supposed to be food!!!! They were meant to have like 3 and not count!!!!!!!!

*cries*

in other news i no longer crave coke but i want it. Giving up coke is hard.

Still had about 1100 calories today so i'm happy as i put my personal limit as 1500.

Except when i go to see d'espars ray. if we eat before then my diet is temporary off.

One pig out makes little effect on diets. (allegedly)

Also my boss Sara changed my hours so now instead of having all day wednesday to get ready i MAY have a rush......

not to bad a rush i hope. getting changed at my Grandma's (who lives a lot closer to the train station and my work) is the worst case scenario.

Dying my hair this weekend :D

Hope it doesn't mess up.

I decided my hair was too dark for my skin. My skin doesn't tan and i wouldn't want it too. I want to be vampire white thankyou very much.

ironically i'm attracted to japanese men and LOVE there skin......

weird.

is it racist to like being vampire white?

Jack X Ianto.

The Eiffel Tower. It is Orange.



( and here is why it sucks )

Why is it that nobody really ever does anything nice for me, yet the second you choose to go on a diet somebody buys you a chocolate bar without asking you? Thankfully it was a mini areo and only had 115 calories in it.

So sweet :) Yeah they cost him 10p each but it's the thought that counts.

anyway. because radost88  asked for it. Here's a report on Paris:
( Paris )

I am offically insane.

First of all I want to loose weight so I can cosplay at next years Japan Expo (assuming i'm going).

Which lets face it, cosplayers are all insane.

But in a good way :D

But it gets worse. The character I want to cosplay is french. So i'm English cosplaying a french character in France.

Yeah.....

Then off course there's the fact that i'm pretty much 100% sure this character is a lesbian.

So i repeat.

I'm offically insane.

OMG Paris was awesome.

:)

Except my metro ticket kept breaking and it wasn't until I got home that I learnt WHY>

Apparently those strips on cards etc BREAK if there near a mobile. Only nobody ever tells you that.

*is annoyed*

I'm sure that was it because it worked fine until i stopped putting it in my purse and put it in the little pocket of my bag with my phone.

So yeah. French trains suck and I HATE them

but i no longer hate french accents.

Mainly because I realised that what I thought was "french" is the american version of french which is as close to reality as the american's version of an english accent.

+ as far as i could tell the french don't hate the english. They're a lot friendlier and approachable than the people around here.

I spent so much though. Only not really. I needed more money because there was a bag in Baby the stars shine bright i couldn't buy and the Moi Meme Moitie necklace i love was ON SALE and i couldn't buy that either.

So if i go next year i'm brining LOADS.

It's so easy to spend euro's because it's monopoly money.,

I know american's call canadian dollars monopoly money and i can sort oif see why but euro's are even more monopoly money.

so glad we have pounds.

No euro's for me.

Because I was away yesterday this is a day late.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GACKT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love that man so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As I was looking for a pic to post here I found this:





I love the guy who points XD

Anyway here's the actual pic I wanted to post.

Merveilles by Malice Mizer but chances are my friends already like them XD

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. Post the answers to the questions (and the questions themselves) on your blog or journal.
4. Include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you ask them five questions. And thus the endless cycle of the meme goes on and on and on and on ...

My questions are from phuqqit 

1. If you could do anything NON-SEXUAL with Gackt, what would it be?

Emphasis on "anything"

I would take Gackt to Kami's grave and we would bring him back to life. Probably. Not as a zombie. Gackt would be happy and thank me fro doing the one thing he wishes for most.

You did say anything.

2. What breed of dog do you consider the most beautiful?

Papillion followed by Cavalier King Charles Spanial

3. Who's your favorite member of Gacktjob?

You. It was his violin playing that caught my heart and his smile that kept it. + he's Gackt's best friend and his loyalty just adds to the love.

4. Yoshiki vs. Mana: who would win in girly slap-fight?

Yoshiki. He broke Taiji's arm so he must have some strength behind him. Also Mana being beaten up is always fun

5. If Gackt were a dog, which breed of dog would he be?

.......

Well.... Kami loved him and butterflies. Papillion's are the butterfly dog so..... Papillion.

Though part of me says Chihuahua properly because he owns one.

Stolen from nandedattebayo 

Copy it, paste it, answer it and let me know more about you.

#1 = Name: Heather
#2 = Birthday: 11th May
#3 = Where do you live: Manchester, England
#4 = What are you studying/What are you working as: Bakery Slave for Morrison's
#5 = What makes you happy: Gackt, J Rock,
#6 = What are you listening to now/have listened to last: Gackt's newest single Flower. (See previous post)
#7 = What is particularly good/bad about my LJ: Nothing?
#8 = An interesting fact about you: Today i found out that Douglas Adams died on my birthday. He's the author of The hitchhikers guide to the galaxy
#9 = Are you in love/have a crush at the moment: i have a crush on 2 different people, one in RL and one from MSN, but both have girlfriends. (Typical)
#10 = Favorite place to be: Home alone with just my dogs and j rock
#11 = Favorite lyric: "God said when you die, you see your life flash before your eyes, if you want to see it right now, just do it, do it, do it" WAY TO PROMOTE SUICIDE GACKT XD (Not actually what the songs about). But i like so many lyrics i can't say if that's really my favourite.
#12 = Best time of the year: Autum when it's windy and pleasantly cool.
#13 = Weirdest food you like: tomato puree sandwiches. :D

RECOMMEND

#1 = A film: Battle Royale.
#2 = A book: Battle Royale (Novel not manga)
#3 = A song: Battl.... oh wait that's not a song! Gackt's Koakuma Heaven.
#4 = A band: Versailles

FANDOM

#1 = Favorite Fandom: Malice Mizer (yes it's 10 years since Gackt left but there legendary!!!!!!!!)
#2 = OTP/OT3: Gackt X Kami.

PLUS

#1 = One thing you like about me: you like j rocck
#2 = Two things you like about yourself: my eyes and my determination
#3 = Put this in your lj so I can tell you what I think of you? (if you haven't yet)

"You are the irreplaceable flower" (From Gackt's "Flower")

Warning: Fangirl logic ahead

My name is Heather
Heather = Flower
Gackt thinks i'm an irreplaceable flower!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*happy thoughts*

Going to Paris tommorow :D

Strangely i was more excited YESTERDAY than I am today.

I think it's just i'm a worrier and i'm getting nervous about stupid little things.

I probably worry a little too much but at least i'm not as bad as my Mum or sister.

It's not getting there that worries me. Just stupid things.

But i'm more excited than worried so YAY!!!!

Not packed yet XD

I always pack as late as possible. I just do. Maybe because i don't like having all the things i need in a case.

Don't know.

Besides packing upsets my dog. It's best to wait for her to go to my Grandma's first.

Yes my Grandma is kidnapping my dog. Again. *sigh*

She doesn't want my Mum's dog because he isn't good enough. She wants mine.

I swear if i died the first thing my Grandma would say to my Mum is "I'll look after Lucy for you so you can arrange Heather's funeral"

....

ok she'd probably grieve a little first.

and THEN ask for my dog.

Which without me here would probably NEVER come home.

*sigh*

Maybe i should write a will and put in it "If i die Grandma can have my dog"

*shakes head*

Why do my journal entries always look like Gackt's autobiography chapter on his house

Desribes house -----> wine -------> actors of moon child.

Stolen from my sister lunavinceres

( meme time )

Cats seem to.

They love sitting just out of reach of dogs just to wind them up.

"Doggy"

I'm not even joking. That was my first word.

I've loved dogs from an early age.

Back then my Mum had a Cavalier King Charles named Hunny and I was obbssesed with her.

I learnt to crawl because of her.

Then i learnt to stand because she kept getting on sofas and chairs to avoid me.

Then i learnt to walk

all thanks to that little dog :D

"Doggy" was my way of trying to call her to me I guess.

I'm proud of my first word.

I don't feel like posting to LJ anymore. It kind of feels like talking to a wall.

That is all.

Reply to this meme by yelling "Words!" and I will give you five words that remind me of you. Then post them in your LJ and explain what they mean to you.

I got my words from afina_shining 

Dogs

I am a total dog person as most people already know. I'm such a dog person that I can't understand the basis of the "Cats or dogs?" question. Cats arn't even close to giving what a dog can. There a substitute for those who can't own a dog in my eyes.

Also on phrases "It's me or the dog!" is a stupid statement that requires no thought. The answer is ALWAYS the dog because if a man is asking you to choose between your pet and him he's not the type of man you want to be with.

Also on dogs:

I've bee reading Eneru's journal recently. Being as insane as I am I want to write a clone journal about my dog Lucy. I wonder if anybody would read it?

Internet

The internet is my life. Without it i couldn't be a J Rock fan as it's the only way to watch and get hold of J Rock here. Recently I feel like i've spent too much time on-line but i'm not too bothered because work gives me a break from being online so i'm not on every second of the day. Just my non working seconds.

Gackt X Kami

This is my OTP (one true pairing). It's the only couple I write that I could see actually working in RL. I want to convert everyone to seeing the truth so there would be more Gackt X Kami out there. At the same time it kind of scares me when others write this pairing becuase they might write it WRONG.

It's crazy how many people write about Gackt without understanding him at all.

I've spent a lot of time "studying" Gackt's personality and I know that a lot of people see him as egotistical. Which he is. But his ego comes from confidence in his looks and abilities. But as a person he has a lot of insecurities too. He's a very deep person but Kami was perfect for him :D He really was.

Vampires

I love vampires XD But I refuse to watch/read twilight because those vampires "sparkle in the sun" and it's far too popular. I'm sure if i did read it i'd like it so i can't pick up a book.

My favourite vampire author is called L.J. Smith She hasn't been around for AGES because she got sick BUT there's a new vampire diaries book!!!! OMG and FINALLY Strange Fate (from the night world series) has a release date!!!!!  In the original books they said the apocolypse would happen at the millenium but they were written in the 90's. Apparently all new ones released are going to read "around the millenium" but i have the originals XD

All my favourite bands seem vampire obbssesed recently. First there's Gackt who is a 468 year old vampire. He'll be 469 soon.

Actually i'll let you into a secret. In one interview Gackt was asked "Tell us a secret" and he answered "I'm actually older than 461" (or however old he was at the time).

Then there's Vamps. My favourite band. :D There completly vampire obbssesed now. I think Gackt made HYDE like him and HYDE made K.A.Z. Almost all there songs are about vampires and the album book tells a story of a woman who became a vampire. My favourite bit being "They love garlic, and even crosses, and they aren't afraid of anything... Nothing is like in the movies!" It's a total LIE! HYDE's terrffied of worms!!!! "If i saw a worm i'd jump so high i would win the olympics" that's what he said!

My current band obbssesion right now is Versailles. Yet ANOTHER vampire band. One day I think i'll OD on vampires.

I'm also reading a vampire book at the moment. Does it ever end?

Nope! Because i'm writing a fic at the moment that features vampires!

*hangs head in shame* i can only take pride in the fact that I loved vampires for years before Gackt. He's not the reason why I love them.

Heather

Heather is my real life name.

When I was a kid I had my own part of the garden and I thought it was clever to grow heather in it. Even now seeing heather makes me smile.

I've noticed in American books characters named Heather are normally rich or cheerleaders. They are very rarely nice people. But that's Ok because i'm a British Heather.

Except British people tend to be evil on American TV.

I don't stand a chance.

Especially having the last name Blake. Which means black and hence is sometimes used for, you guessed it, evil people!

Heather is either a British name or a Scottish name depending on where you look.